I definitely don’t take the time to take care of myself. At least I’m taking more time this year than I did last year (anything is an improvement from last year). It’s still not enough though.
Today started out as an awful day. It was raining, it was cold, dance was hard (I can’t remember choreography to save my life), orgo was boring, I was exhausted, and I had a French test. By accident, I wrote my paragraph on the wrong topic, and had to rewrite it in the last 5-10 minutes of the test. Thus, the rest of my test was also done in a hurry. Thus, bad grade and an overall bad experience.
I decided after class to skip orgo discussion (which isn’t helpful anyways) and come back to my dorm room to nap. I can’t actually nap (I wish I could) because I’m always too anxious, but I did lay in my bed for 30 minutes to just think and lie there. It was great. When I got up to go to chemistry, the sun had come out and people were giving out free high fives on the Diag. What an improvement.
I can’t do anything about French except move on and try to do better on the next test. It doesn’t help that I have a biology exam in 48 hours that has been taking up a lot of my brain space. (I typed brace.. = brain + space?)
I’m going to a conversation French meeting with my good friend Julia in about 10 minutes, so we will see how that goes. I probably won’t understand anything. But at least I can listen to people who are talking how I am suppose to talk in French. Yippee.
Tonight I’m going to do my pre-discussion for biology, and look over biology slides. That’s all I have to do.
Oh, and drink a chai tea latte (made with almond milk of course.)